So i guess I'm unbanned @ lp obv

Pretty sweet really, I read LP a lot and didnt ever realize that not being able to comment on shit was painful. I start my new job in 7 hours and I'm pretty stoked about that. Uhh, further updates... lets see. I'm grinding NL2 poker wise (lol) I'm not really taking poker seriously for shit im sick of it, fuck poker. I met a new girl and I think i'll post a few pics. I dated her before but I just re-met her if thats a word and it's going alright.
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That's about that I guess...

The main reason i posted this is because i wanted to know if any of you play either of these games.

Kingdom of Loathing (A badass txt based mmorpg)
Dominategame (risk online)


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All throughout my life I've been a cocky kid with no real reason to be. My ego is huge, rekrul's ego has little on mine. If I'm doing something _I am the best at it_ Even trying to be the best and not succeeding isn't good enough.

In my life right now however, I'm in last place. I can't fucking do anything right and all the decisions I make are wrong. I have probably 1k in bills i need to pay this month and I wont have money for another two weeks probably. Even when I get that money I won't have enough, great lets feed off of my parents some more. I'm fucking 19 years old and gotta have my parents help me out bleh. Let's rewind here though. While I was growing up I obv knew that I was a lot smarter than your average kid. I excelled at pretty much anything I set my mind to because that's something I had over everyone else. A mind that would upon using it enable me to excel at just about anything. Needless to say my expectations for myself have ALWAYS been way above what they probably should have been. I'm pretty sure if I wanted I could be anything in my life. I could be the president of the united states, I could be a lawyer, wtfever I want. What am I doing right now though? I'm a college dropout without a job and no short term goals or aspirations. I'm fucking worthless, seriously. I wake up, grind poker (which i can't fucking win to save my life in the past month) my friends come over, I play halo/rock band/other random shit and then I grind a bit more and then I go out and get drunk. That is my daily schedule.

Don't get me wrong though... My life is great for what it is, it's not what i fucking want though. I want to be successful, I want to be happy, I want to have goals. I want a fucking reason to live. This brings me to another thing. ALL FEMALES ARE CUNTS. I'm sorry yugless, you seem to be an exception but probably only because i only see things you type. I'm pretty sure I'm so depressed with this early mid-life crisis im going through that the idea of suicide or dying doesn't even phase me. It's the pussy way out and I don't even wanna go there though.

I'm so fucking lazy and worthless I don't think I can ever get anything I want though, I assume I just deserve everything and I shouldn't have to work for it at all. I will never be happy with what I have right now but I don't know how to go about acquiring the things that I desire.

All I want is to be rich, not for the money but for the freedom to do whatever I want with my life. I want my family to all prosper in my wealth. I want to be able to further study the mind and society. I want to be able to write about the things that I know and learn and hopefully share all of it with anyone who would want to know what I had to say. I love helping people, I love learning. I hate college though, I feel like I don't need to be there, I went to my classes in my last semester only on test days and the first day to get a class schedule and passed every single one of my tests with no prior knowledge or any idea as to what the fuck was going on beforehand.

I can't stand working for $10 an hour either, I feel like im being spat on even with the idea of it. I don't know what to do with my life, I hate everything. I'd give anything just to have some direction and happiness in my life.

One time plz lee


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Went broke yesterday, went and got a job, got depressed and drank way too much alcohol and couldn't even stand by the end of the night and STILL tried to get a girl to come home with me (pimp skills failed)

Basically I'm gonna get flamed but whatever

I'm a poker player looking for a stake.

I don't have many hands in my PT database cause the HDD went out of my laptop two months ago and these are all of the hands I have played (I play 6max or heads up, you can't tell it in some of them but fullring is gay)


I'm also a great sng player




I play tournaments too but my stats are basically break even there lifetime. I might be up 1k or something. I feel I have a huge edge in MTT but I've never gotten a single big score in one and I've played thousands so I dunno.

Previous staking history you're gonna wanna know about: I've been staked probably more than anyone else on this site, most all of them went well except my very last one with lostaccount where I cashed out stake money. That was a mistake, I know, everything is good between me and him now though and all debts are cleared.

I'm willing to play like 8 hours a day right now so I think this could clear very quickly. A stake for nl25/nl50 would be most desireable but I'll play just about anything poker wise because I love the game.

Any other questions? PM me OR

AIM: Terranupmyheartt (two t's)
MSN: caleb_012_@hotmail.com


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